I know I'm barely on here so I don't blame of you people but it's starting to seem like I'm just considered a toy.  When they first meet me, they'll quickly decided whether they like me or not.  If they don't I'm ignored, which I don't mind.  If they like me, they'll give a lot of attention...for a period of time.  At the moment, I'm trying almost desperately to keep contact with some of the people I at least used to consider my best friends.  but it seems that the harder I try, the more they push me away.  The exception is when we happen to be in the same place at the same time.  In that case, we'll talk but if someone else is there, I'm ignored most of the time.  I'll have to repeat myself multiple times in order to be heard but by the time anyone gives any attention, it's too late and the point of whatever I said is lost.
What I'm truely tired of is texting people I care about, and no one replying.  I'm tired of starting chats with people I know are there, and they suddenly go silent, even after 5 replies.  I wouldn't care if it was someone that I wasn't sure if they care about me or not, but these people were bests buds with me.  But now, the new toy feeling must have worn off and I'm just junk only to be used when all other options are gone...